I'm a 24 year old under-employed, free spirit who is still finding herself. I take odd jobs and work for my Dad because I'm still looking for my path in life and I know I will find it. I have a beautiful 6 year old daughter who is the light of my life and I have enjoyed watching her grow from a babe in my arms to a rambunctious, rebellious, free sprited and bright 6 year old young lady!  I am a Georgia Peach at heart and love having grown up in small town USA. I'm a very open minded and adventurous person and I look forward to where life takes me. I like the color black, piercings and tattoos,retro or "hippy-esque" clothing. I enjoy reading about Witchcraft and the old ways as well as all religious, Christianity included. I have a great reverance for Mother Mary. I LOVE to read. I am a total and self professed bibliophile and very proud of it.
I also love to skate board. I'm quite the adrenaline junkie. For my 21st birthday I went bungee jumping, tandem bungee jumping and on another ride where you sit in a chair that is exactly like bungee jumping. I also got a lip peircing that night! I hope to try sky diving someday! 
A lot of people don't get me and think I'm antisocial. I would say I'm more of selectively social as I just don't feel I can truly be myself around very many people. Contrary to popular belief I do enjoy getting out and socializing. I love a good intelligent and stimulating conversation.  

 individuality, my daughter, panda bears, skateboarding, ghosts, the mountains, travel, India, Europe, Stonehenge,books,other bibliophiles, art, drama, music, vampires, cryptozoology, clean living, naturism, painting...anything else just ask.  blood(haha) and drinking.... but I don't think you could count that under my 'interests'. I'm also interested in finding out who I truly am.

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

I got my laptop
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Life

I got my new computer today.It's a Compaq with an Intel Pentium 4 processor. It's really cool and fast... but unfortunately we don't have an internet connection at our house....until I go have the phone turned on tommorrow. Up until now I haven't needed the land-line, so I never bothered to have it turned on.
In other news, Huddle House sucks ass. What the hell kind of '24 hr' diner runs out of grits (which, for the uninformed, are practically a staple of most Southerner's diets) and also runs out of biscuits and gravy at the same time..... anyway...

Ever since things happened with Patti I've had a very hard time eating. I just can't seem to follow through with it.... I mean, food doesn't even smell or look good anymore.... Some of you guys are probably thinking "Hey, that's great, I wish I had that problem!". But trust me, for the most part it totally sucks.

Speaking of Patti... the doctors have given an amount of time.... I've never understood why doctors do that. So what if the patient is terminal.... Giving someone an estimated life expectancy is the worst thing any doctor could do..in my humble opinion. It's almost like slapping an expiration date on the person.... There is definitely something to be said for the psychosemantics of the situation. I know I certainly wouldn't do very well if my doctor told me I only had six months to live.

Currently listening : Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge By My Chemical Romance Release date: By 08 June, 2004